---- Pain ----

First we touched and we heard each other
Then we tear our heart a part
We are too close and I can feel the pain
Fill my empty heart
Is this to much for me?
Can I stay the same?
When this pain consume my hearth
Will I'be able to hold on to my self
Kindness is something I don't want or need
The sunshine would just disolve me into light
Give me a pain as pleasing as your sight
So I can feel you all the day and night
And keep me from fading away
Some how Even when we behold each other
Our eyes adn our hearth do not meet
And when you hold me in your Strong embrace
Still I feel no heat
but it give me such delight
To feel you close at night
I Know I am true to my self
Though it comes deep into my haert sometimes
I only love one girl
No matter the day
No matter the era
That felling didn't change
I don't regret the dicision I made that day
Even now
But my hearth still aches.
Iwant to follow my herath
whatever iy is right or wrong will judge by time